25 October 2011

comel comel comel


as-salam.

comel dak 3 ekor kucing. caption akak aku pun comel beno la tu.

24 October 2011


kenapa aku rasa anjing tu tetiba comel? anjing pun baik hati tak macam sesetengah manusia kot

23 October 2011

countdown mode


as-salam.

less than one month. inshaAllah. btw, tengah korek2 folder gambar than i found this. macam sweet je. 

kina's friends 

ini sweet. bangku tu comel. 'saya' is referring to kina. oh hi Jo, pinjam engaged kejap :)


N.F.A


20 October 2011

alhamdulillah, i'm proud of you !


as-salam.

it has been 3 months since the day she had gone. still remember the 2 posts about arwah? tak payah la nak tampal sini lagi sebab semua dah sedia maklum. the latest news yang aku tau about arwah is from here. 

alhamdulillah, even she has gone but at least there are some parts of her yang masih ada lagi di badan orang yang lebih memerlukan. she earns more even she is no longer on this earth. 

*tabah sungguh parents nya.


N.F.A

15 October 2011


as salam.


the beginning of a new phase.


08 October 2011

pergi lagi..


as-salam.

still remember this and this post? last wednesday, i got a call from a friend of mine yang bagitau one bad news. aku tengah facebook-ing waktu petang tu around 6++. then she called me, told me that kawan kitorang meninggal. i was like? eh tipu la. aku tak percaya. dia menangis dan aku terdiam taktau nak cakap apa. terkejut lebih.

aku terus siap sebab nak melawat arwah dekat jb but last minute my parents tetiba tak bagi pulak. sentap lagi sekali. aku terus menggigil bila pegang barang. even nak type mesej pun menggigil sebab i couldnt believe that he has gone. terkejut sangat. 

kawan cakap alhamdulillah pengebumian berjalan dengan lancar. alhamdulillah. semua memang tak boleh percaya jugak lagi lagi kawan kawan baik arwah. sedih sangat. i lost another good friend. he died in a hit-run accident and was having haemorrhage. comma then died. semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang orang yang soleh. Amin. 


N.F.A


03 October 2011

specially posted for you


as-salam.

You, yes you! you know who you are. you had dedicated me a song when i was down [carrie underwood - i'll stand by you]. now its time for me to dedicate a song to you. 

hampir ke situ.

Aku sadar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkah ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh

Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmah
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

(korus)
Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Karena ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ

Adakala ku terasa

Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu

(ulang korus)


Biar orang katakan

Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama
Oh

have faith.

N.F.A


02 October 2011

If.


if killing yourself is one of the good deeds, one of the best ways to solve problems, i bet there would be a tremendous amount of people who commit suicide, every second, every minute, every hour or every day and i would be one of them. i.would.be.one.of.them.

i feel like standing on the highest building and jump down only to see the satisfaction of others. O Allaah, gimme strength, gimme hope. guide me. 

i need you true friends. 

sighing,
N.F.A