24 May 2012

the day...


as-salam

the day i watched this movie with Syaza, Uda and Abg Zam. it was a few days left before aja had to go to NS. i know, it has been a while but i just wanna paste it here. it is last month's event. see, 'Sun Apr, 29, 2012'. btw, this movie is quite scary. for me la.

 the day i watched Dark Shadow with Kekka. we were running out of time and the tickets were all sold out. then he recommended us to watch movie in Beanieplex. lucky it was only 2 of us as Beani only provides couple seats. quite comfortable yet expensive. RM19 per head. don't worry. it worth in the end. btw, Dark Shadow is a must-watch movie ! quite funny lol. well, Johnny Depp ada kan !

Beanieplex.


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things happened.


it happened. yeah, it did happen to me. i didn't cry. just a bit scared. scared to return home. scared of being scolded. i really could not believe that i didn't cry when it happened. things has got back to normal.

he settled it down. not me. that is what i hate bout myself. i couldn't even help him. i did nothing. nothing ! he came and never asked anything. he paid everything. i knew he was so angry but he never said anything about it. he respects me all this while but i didn't really care about him. this is what we call looser. yaa, imma looser.

i swear to God that it will always remain on my mind. the things that i will not forget in my entire life. never. 

it's haunting me. the flashback. it keeps playing on my mind. i faced it alone. with nobody else beside me. in a second, i could become an attention seeker. how pathetic i was. i really had no idea what i should do until his name popped out on my mind. 

he settled down everything. everything ! should i call myself a looser?

it's karma. what you give, you'll get back. and it's getting back to me. it would always haunt me. and the day. yaa, i will never forget the day. it was my horrible day ever. i just cried when i knew i had dragged him in trouble. i triggered everything but he was the one who handled all this.

nothing or no one could change what had happened. back to the reality. there's no use to regret now. like the title says 'things happened'. and everything for a reason. serious talk, there's no use to regret now. things already happened. i'm totally disappointed of myself. totally !

there's no word to describe my feelings but Allah knows everything what His servant feels.

move on.

14 May 2012

memory.




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12 May 2012

cantik pemandangan yg si Dia kurniakan.


gambar ni tak edit langsung tapi aku salah guna mode. inilah hasilnya bila pakai poster mode. masa tu dekat RnR Titiwangsa. lalu Grik. best gila dengan angin sejuk dia. air pun sejuk gila sama macam waktu pergi Bandung dulu.


nampak bende ni? aku nak kata perigi, aku tak nampak pun timbanya. tapi yg penting, air dalam tu kotor sangat. boleh jadi pembiakan nyamuk Aedes. ini depan homestay kitorang. oh, homestay dorang, ok lah. bersih. cukup untuk buat aku rasa selesa.


 this is what we call 'Satay Malaysia'. ada satay, nasi himpit, timun, bawang dannnn roti bakar. dekat johor ada kan? aku pun tak pasti. memandai je. boleh la. kuah dia pun sedap.


 sebagaimana yang anda tahu, sepanjang seminggu di sana, fuhhh, cuaca kemain lagi terik. macam nak tumbang pun ada rasanya. dan alat inilah menjadi penyelamat kepada si empunya diri yang dah berpeluh berlodeh. cehht.


cuma ada 1 petang tu je yang hujan. memang sejuk beku dalam kereta tu. lepastu feeling feeling overseas. well, orang kuat berangan memang macam ni dan sebab tu jugaklah cepat berangin.


oh, i pergi dengan bakal suami i. ini consider pre honeymoon kami la yee. eh?


lepak dan tidur semalam dekat hostel kaklong. untunglah roomate dia balik kampung. 1 bilik tinggal 2 orang. best tu. tak la semak mana pun tapi meja kat atas ni memang errr macam gitulah keadaannya. oh, malam masa lepak dekat bilik sensorang waktu kaklong pegi study group, aku sibuk otp dengan Kina yang excited bakal jadi cik Nina tak lama lagi. sampai 3x kena call. macam tak bagi bergayut je. lepas kaklong balik study group dalam pukul 12 lebih, kitorang pergi menapak ke kedai makan D'Classic. best woo supper dekat sana. balik bilik pukul 1 pagi lepastu semua tumbang dah.


ok dah. cuma 1 pesan along. dia kata belajar ni seharusnya berjemaah. faham tak jemaah tu apa?

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11 May 2012

rindu pada si dia.


as-salam.

dan si dia itu adalah...

si pemilik beg duit berwarna oren tu. haa, beli purse pun nak sama tau. 

padahal haritu baru je jumpa dia masa bercuti pergi Kelantan. 

dan si dia ini ada post kan sesuatu dekat fb aku yang bila aku baca, aku terharu sikit la.

 she posted this on my wall. yaa, i smiled tho it is just a post. i appreciate it coz she supports me when she knows the result. she gave a text message in which i gained my confidence back. 

she is my sister. my biological sister and my idol. we used to argue all the time during our school time but everything's changed now. we are matured already and i don't take seriously every joke that she does. she's an outspoken person, actually but i love the way she treats her siblings. i text her that day, telling her how i feel and this is what she replied.
a sister always loves her sister. tsk tsk. and she once said to me that she was the one who felt nervous when she knew that i am going to further my studies soon. 

she is our proud and will always be tho i do feel kinda envy when my parents  selalu nak cakap about her achievements during her school times, definitely. [how she studied, how she survived, how this, how that, blablabla]


till we meet again, short !
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