a true life of a PDT student .

as-salam.

a true story.

when i got the offer, i was sooo frustrated. it was stated that i would be in a two-year programme. siapa tak sentap? down gila. andd, that was the only offer i got so, i really had to accept it. at first, rasa malu gila sebab kawan kawan baik are all in pst. and i am the only one who are in pdt.

though we are in the same college, we rarely see each other. sorry, I rarely see them around. it could be because of the packed schedule but actually i was trying to blend in. i was trying to wake myself up that i am now a pdt student. it's quite embarrassing but mak abah said, you should be grateful on what you have now. nothing to regret since it was my fault to not focus on my studies at school. that was what abah said to me.

later then, i told myself. kalau kita nak belajar, tak perlu ikut kawan. they are everywhere. dan kebetulan, aku sama kolej dengan ex-classmates. boleh tambah memori. everything is new when you finished your SPM. new surroundings. dan sekarang ni, aku dah boleh terima hakikat yang aku pdt, bukan pst. tak sama dengan kawan kawan yang lain. tak perlu rasa malu lagi. sebab, aku dah boleh blend in.

i have 1 and a half year to finish my studies. unlike them, there are only few months left before they leave jmc. of course i'm gonna miss them and the memories we have made together but life must go on. everyone has their own path. and this is my route to succeed, in sha Allah.

i have family and friends to gimme support and i have Allah.

plus, when you get into pdt, you will just learn half of what pst students learn. like chemistry, i just learn only 4 chapters for this sem but pst, i think around 8 or 9, if i am not mistaken. it's your opportunity to score for every semester. of course you have 4 semesters to go through but if you can focus more, you could score. in sha Allah. have faith in Allah.

andd, you'll feel the joy. trust me. 2 years would not be longer IF you put your heart together with your soul. learn to accept the fact. i think it's a wake up call for me to pay more attention and focus. i know humans make mistakes but don't let the same mistakes happen again. it would be such a waste.

conclusion: no regrets. 

so, to those who are in pdt or gonna be a pdt student, do not ever feel embarrassed to your friends. just accept it and endure !

N.F.A