happy birthday, daddy !

as-salam.

ketika kejauhan
masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
hadir menemaniku

terbayang ketenangan
yang selalu kau pamerkan
bagaikan tiada keresahan
walau hatimu sering terluka

tika diriku terlanjur kata
tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
diriku sendirian
ketikaku dalam kedukaan
kau mendakap penuh pengertian
disaat diriku kehampaan
kau setia mengajarku
erti kekuatan

terpancar kebanggaan
dalam senyummu
melihatku berjaya
bilaku kegagalan
tak kau biarkan
aku terus kecewa
dengan kata azimat
engkau nyalakan semangat
 
restu dan doa kau iringkan
tak dapatku bayangkan
hidupku ayah
tanpa engkau disisi
semua kasih sayang
yang kau curahkan
tersemat dihati..

this song os dedicated to my daddy. yemmeh, today is his birthday. macam sebak je tau dengar lagu ni banyak kali. sebab tu sebelum tidur, kadang kadang dengar lagu ni.

 

yee, to me daddy is handsome sebab he got beard. see, the smiling daughter, sitting beside him. this picture was taken when I was 17. i'm turning 19 this year. how time flies.

well, i still remember this one incident when i fell sick, last year. it was during raya month. when my parents were about to send me to the college and my condition was very worrying. a day before, i was suspected to have food poisoning by a doc-to-be. later then, we arrived in Tangkak but he changed his mind.

he made a decision where they will stay a bit longer in Tangkak and asked me to stay together at the homestay. so, on the night itself, my condition became even worst. in the wee hour, when they were sleeping, i looked at their faces. but i could only see his face clearly since my bed was right beside his positon. 

you know what i saw? his smiling face. yes, he was smiling in his sleeping. such a cute face, i should say. anddd, that had made me cry a lil bit. not because of the pain that i was having, it was because remembering all his sacrifices. my parents didn't even bring any extra clothes so they had to buy some in Tangkak. that had really made me feel like a loser. then, he took an EL and sent me to the hosp. yes, i was admitted on the next morning. 

but, everything went well, alhamdulillah.

in fact, i just met my parents last two days. whoaa, kinda homesick.

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