happy birthday, daddy !

as-salam.

ketika kejauhan
masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
hadir menemaniku

terbayang ketenangan
yang selalu kau pamerkan
bagaikan tiada keresahan
walau hatimu sering terluka

tika diriku terlanjur kata
tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
diriku sendirian
ketikaku dalam kedukaan
kau mendakap penuh pengertian
disaat diriku kehampaan
kau setia mengajarku
erti kekuatan

terpancar kebanggaan
dalam senyummu
melihatku berjaya
bilaku kegagalan
tak kau biarkan
aku terus kecewa
dengan kata azimat
engkau nyalakan semangat
 
restu dan doa kau iringkan
tak dapatku bayangkan
hidupku ayah
tanpa engkau disisi
semua kasih sayang
yang kau curahkan
tersemat dihati..

this song os dedicated to my daddy. yemmeh, today is his birthday. macam sebak je tau dengar lagu ni banyak kali. sebab tu sebelum tidur, kadang kadang dengar lagu ni.

 

yee, to me daddy is handsome sebab he got beard. see, the smiling daughter, sitting beside him. this picture was taken when I was 17. i'm turning 19 this year. how time flies.

well, i still remember this one incident when i fell sick, last year. it was during raya month. when my parents were about to send me to the college and my condition was very worrying. a day before, i was suspected to have food poisoning by a doc-to-be. later then, we arrived in Tangkak but he changed his mind.

he made a decision where they will stay a bit longer in Tangkak and asked me to stay together at the homestay. so, on the night itself, my condition became even worst. in the wee hour, when they were sleeping, i looked at their faces. but i could only see his face clearly since my bed was right beside his positon. 

you know what i saw? his smiling face. yes, he was smiling in his sleeping. such a cute face, i should say. anddd, that had made me cry a lil bit. not because of the pain that i was having, it was because remembering all his sacrifices. my parents didn't even bring any extra clothes so they had to buy some in Tangkak. that had really made me feel like a loser. then, he took an EL and sent me to the hosp. yes, i was admitted on the next morning. 

but, everything went well, alhamdulillah.

in fact, i just met my parents last two days. whoaa, kinda homesick.

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I think, I need some peace.

Till then,

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yes, she is.

as-salam.

 

what say you when looking at the painting? macam budak 10 tahun mewarna. sebaliknya, ini budak 23 tahun yang mewarna. ye, she is my sister. kan i said in my previous post that she's coming home and so, she asked my father to buy her these stuffs untuk main warna warna dekat rumah for this whole 1 week.

apakah? aku pun takda buku mewarna ni.

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kehidupan harian.

 

tension kalau hidup kalau kena hidup bersama spider. baru je bersihkan sawang, nanti berapa hari lepastu, kau toleh atas, tengok bersawang lagi. dan aku rasa nak shoot setiap spider tu.

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she is coming home.

as-salam.

yeah, i got this wall post last thursday, she was trying to make me jealous of her. tak ponnn !

naik flight dengan alasan takut stuck dekat pahang or terengganu yang tengah banjir. jadi, nanti dia jadi anak tunggal since me and my brother would not going back.

have fun, sis !


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i miss my childhood days.

as-salam.

iye, saya rindu zaman kanak-kanak saya di mana saya main pondok-pondok dengan abang dan jiran-jiran saya. iye, abang saya pun main pondok-pondok jugak. kikiki. so sweet tau kalau kenang balik !

 

dan ini adalah gula-gula yang sibuk dikunyah masa zaman kecik-kecik up till now yang dah besar jadi anak dara sekarang ni. ye, gula-gula ni dibeli khas untuk makan di kelas ketika kengantukan datang menerjah diri yang tak bersalah ni.

sebenarnya tu je nak bebel. kbye

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